No Energy

Another day has come and gone. New and unusual occurrences, maybe not that unusual; but life came and thrusted experiences upon me and the day ended.

My brain is getting jiggy with it and isn’t quite settled. In other words I am typing away at the keyboard trying to figure out what to write about. And what do you know as I was typing a topic came to mind.

Yesterday my mentor asked me how I was doing. And I had just had a really awful day. I managed to complete my work on time. But I was just at the drawing board phase figuring out the cost vs. benefit of it all. And I was completely discouraged. And with that in mind I just grumbled and made an awful facial expression.

He just told me that I need to begin to look at things positively. If I can quote him, “There are a lot of great stuff happening around you.” I felt slightly guilty for feeling the way I did. It just made me feel like a whiner. Maybe I am on and off.

I am just tired on and off. I just loose the energy and drive to keep working!