Today was absolutely awesome! I spent time with some of the most amazing and gifted people at I –group! Being able to learn and draw from each other’s experiences in life and grow from there is amazing!
The more I read, interact with people the more I learn and grow. And begin to apply things in my life. I look at who I was just three years ago. And I couldn’t have imagined that I would have overcome some of the hurdles that I have overcome.
I spent so much time judging myself by the way I looked because it’s what I felt I had the control to change. But the real problem was on the inside. I just couldn’t figure out how to get, the filthy personality inside of me, out. I was angry, foul mouthed, picked fights verbal and sometimes physical with absolute strangers. I felt out of control, lost. And the funny thing is as a child of God we have this illusion that once you get saved your life should be happy and cheery everyday. The truth is; that happiness and good cheer and most of all peace, comes when you begin to deal with your core. That is the power of transformation. You need to look into the depth of you and find what the core problem is. We are looking for meaning and purpose in life.
But before you get meaning of life; you need to be willing to look inside of you; deep inside. And find out what it is that really pains you and begin to make peace and heal. Because it is from the inner healing that everything else falls into place. The true journey of life is all about yielding to the truth. Only you know the truth that you are running away from.
For me it was a dark past…no! No one was buried because of me. But I was so hurt by occurrences in my past that I hurt people. If you find yourself in a certain cycle ask yourself where it is really coming from as opposed to acting out stuff. When I said that life is lived in silence; it is true. It’s in that moment of silence that you begin to find your way to the answers and ultimate freedom to your purpose.
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